I'm really annoyed with myself right now. Here's why:

1. I'm not writing enough. They say that to get better at writing you need to write every single day. Well let me tell you now that it's not every single day for me, and that's annoying just by itself.
2. I don't get out enough. It seems all I do now is work; and when I'm not working I'm trying to relax in anticipation for my next shift. I don't go outside anymore, I don't observe things, therefore my writing has downturned into the same old cliched crap.
3. Every time I start a new story, I don't finish it. For example, my novel, that I was raving about it previous posts. I haven't even touched it for almost two months now, right at the beginning of Chapter 5 I dumped it to write House FanFiction. Great. 

This writer's block doesn't really help a writer in a writer's block by the way, knowing because I am a writer. But I'll admit it's entertaining.  Okay, here's my list:

House: House/Cuddy and House/Wilson do have a chemistry and it would please a lot of shippers! Lol
Battlestar Galactica: President Roslin/President Adar. I miss them *sniff*.
NCIS: McGee/Abbey and Gibbs/Abbey and Ziva/DiNozzo
CSI: Grissom/Sara. Yes, I know they were together but they should come back! Much like Adar and Roslin above.

I thought I would share this with the world. Chapter Four of my novel One Compulsion is complete! I'm so happy!!
Ah, that's better.

Stolen

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
In Bloom (Nirvana) Ha, new slang anyone??

2.How would you describe yourself?
Land of Confusion (Disturbed) Oooh accurate

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
One More Night (Phil Collins) Wow that's a bit clingy!

4.How do you feel today?
Skankenstein (Kora) XD

5.What is your life's purpose?
Streets Of Philadelphia (Bruce Springsteen) Well I guess that's a sign of future travel. Lol

6.What is your motto?
Fast Car (Tracy Chapman) Really? I can't even drive!

7.What do your friends think of you?
Master of Puppets (Metallica) Hah, that's actually kinda true...

8.What do you think of your parents?
Lithium (Nirvana) Well Lithium is a reactive element...

9.What do you think about very often?
Ladyboy (Indochine) Ew wtf?? Lol. I'm gonna relate this to Colm Feore as this song was used in a YouTube video for Storm of the Century. Rofl

10.What is 2 + 2?
Behind Blue Eyes (Limp Bizkit) heh heh heh

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Indestructible (Disturbed) She is I guess

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Message To My Girl (Split Enz) .........

13.What is your life story?
Don't You Forget About Me (Simple Minds) Pretty accurate

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Pressure Man (The Feelers) I must get a bit gender confused...

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Rest My Chemistry (Interpol) Must get a bit overexcited! Lol

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Crushcrushcrush (Paramore) Odd

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Never Gonna Dance Again (George Micheal) Wow appropriate

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Double Bass (Gorillaz) I do play guitar. Not bass though.

19.What is your biggest fear?
Black Lodge (Anthrax) Oooh like a haunted house or something

20.What is your biggest secret?
In Your Eyes (Peter Gabriel) Ha it's in YOUR eyes, not mine.

21.What do you think of your friends?
Sweet Dreams Are Made Of This (Eurythmics) Lol. Disturbing.

22.What will you post this as?
Black & Gold (Sam Sparro)

I like the actor Colm Feore :)

"Wrote like the wind blows."

Because I want to be known for my work

It's the next day and I'm on the internet again. Surprised? I'm not. Ha ha!
Well last time I was on (yesterday remember?), I told you I was writing a novel. I'm 17 right now and this is the first full length novel I have ever written so don't expect it to be that good. I'm excited though!! It's about a quirky killer named Hugh Wolfe who finally breaks after murdering a clerk at an Information Centre and goes on a serious killing spree across America until he tries to cross the border to Canada. Except he's not like other killers. Hugh finds love, a feeling incapable to most known psychotics. Now he's on a mission to save himself from the Feds and keep the one he loves.
Well, you guys can comment and tell me what you think of the initial plot idea. It began as an assessment in my English class and continued when one of my friends demanded me too! Lol.
So, I did what I promised. Don't say I didn't!! 
Crystal xo

Well I've been sitting on the computer at the local library on a timed period of about 53 minutes. It's the last seven minutes now and so I feel like adding a post to my journal. I've been trolling sites I'm registered on, placing my opinions here and there and making a general neausiance of myself. Which is fun!! My barin continues to pound away saying
Write something woman! You know you're dying to continue your novel!
So I might go home and do that soon. But hey I better get my money's worth. Well, let's make that my brother's money. Let's just say he owes me, K? ;)
I can't really type all that fast and time is gaining on me. The adrenalin achieved by this is GREAT by the way. And so I will leave this post and give you details about my novel-in-progress the next time I'm on. YAY!!
Crystal xo

"Apparently they call themselves human. Strange name. They pronounce it as Hue-man. Hu may mean huge or something but we don't get it, they're tiny!! The ones we observed were complelety naked apart from these ridiculous puffy white things about their waists and either blue or pink footwear. One would give an awful squalling call and the rest would follow! They were all in these cages, placed in orderly rows. It was some kind of wierd hierarchy. We beamed in on these "things" in  a large white building. Lord knows how they created it, they're like squirming maggots! It's safe to say that the planet Earth contains no intelligent life, Sir."

All my thoughts and feelings are spread across three columned pages, my syntax is flawless, my style unique. My opinion matters to all that hold me; I am judged by my cover, but to me this is vital. 
My price is a bargain compared to my quality. You will learn things from me, laugh with me, gain new perspectives. 
I am a magazine.
I could change your way of thinking forever.